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2004-12-30 [SexyKitty]: it's not about letting the pain out for me. It's about controlling the pain. It's the only hurting that I created and can control. It's also a way of disciplining myself. Beating myself causes people around me to worry because bruises are harder to cover up.
2004-12-30 [straylight run]: for me it's making the pain im feeling inside visible, so i know where it's coming from, and i know what's causing it, i can't deal with emotional pain, so i cause myself physical pain to counteract with the emotional pain
2004-12-31 [Rain Kissed Angel]: For me it is more of staying under control. Sometimes I can feel like I'm going crazy, I'm actually sucidal, but I can control that with the help of my friends that I love so much. see...I let the pain build up, I never used to tell people what I was feeling, and then I broke, I started and still have breakdowns and some of my friends discovered the scars on my arms and I had to tell them. Slowly I am comming out of my shell.
2004-12-31 [Harlequin Girl]: can yo please add me? I know that its the only escape.
2005-01-05 [Southern Affliction]: Cutting use to be my only escape... until I found the glass bottle. I have scars that have healed and no all I do is get drunk. It lasts longer and raises less suspicion.
2005-01-05 [Rain Kissed Angel]: my dad is always drunk and is such an asshole....tha
2005-01-06 [Southern Affliction]: I drink alone...so I don't have to worry about what others think. I come to school drunk alot though.
2005-01-06 [Rain Kissed Angel]: that isn\'t good, Your education is very serious.
2005-01-10 [Southern Affliction]: Doesn't mean my education suffers. I'm going to college next year and nothing will change.
2005-01-10 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ok, well as long as you are still doing good in school, and you don't get into trouble...
2005-01-11 [Southern Affliction]: You sound like my mom or sumpthin.
2005-01-12 [Rain Kissed Angel]: heh, that is funny. How old are you?
2005-01-12 [Southern Affliction]: 17
2005-01-12 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *laughs* That is funny. I'm only 15.
2005-01-16 [kaitlyn marie]: really, i'm only 13...
2005-01-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *sigh* I wish I could be 10 again......
2005-01-18 [Southern Affliction]: Why do you wish that?
2005-01-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: .......lets just say I've made alot of mistakes in my life....and I missed out on alot of my childhood.....
2005-01-23 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: Ello all^_^
2005-01-26 [Rain Kissed Angel]: hi
2005-02-01 [Southern Affliction]: I know the feeling. I wish I could start from the beginning and fix my life.
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